One year check up

Today was our one year check up. Thankfully Aunt Marianne came so that I had an extra set of hands because neither of them were very happy with all of the poking and proding. They were screaming in stereo by the end of the visit. Despite all of the tears we got a great report. The doctor was thrilled with their progress and said they are doing great for micropreemies. Here are their one year stats...

McKenna:
20 lbs. 3 oz.
29 inches long
4 teeth and lots of hair!

Parker:
17 lbs. 7 oz.
28 1/4 inches long
1 tooth (finally!) and a few strands of hair

So we tried to pose the kids in the "picture chair" for some one year pics and things didn't go as planned now that they are on the move...

Thinking about going...

going...


going...

and gone!


Riding in their new wagon


McKenna pushing Parker in their new shopping cart, thanks Aunt Casey!

She took the job very seriously and he just sat their like he does this every day.


Two happy babies!

A name in the sand

Another loss mom I know told me about a website where they will write the name of your child who has passed in the sand and take a picture of it. I asked that they do Hadley's name and, amazingly, they did it on her Angel Day. It is absolutely beautiful. Words can't express how it felt to see her name and know that someone half way around the world was writing her name in the sand in a place that looks so close to heaven. They have been doing this for families since their own son was born still. What an amazing way to turn the devastation of losing a child into a powerful gift for others. I just can't say enough about what they are doing and how much it means to me and so many other loss parents. Below is a picture of our daughter's beautiful name. The website where so many (too many) angel childrens' names are displayed is http://www.namesinthesand.blogspot.com

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Today

Today is Hadley's angel day, it has been one year since our lives were forever changed and we were forced to say goodbye to our daughter. I just keep thinking back to every minute of that day and the days before and wishing we could do it all over again and have three beautiful babies here with us right now. We will spend this day honoring her and finding ways to keep her memory alive, remembering those precious last moments we spent with her.

There are a few wonderful places that have helped me get through this last year and I would like to share them in case anyone else out there has experienced such a devastating loss. CLIMB (Center for Loss in Multiple Births) is an amazing resource for families who have lost one or more in a set of multiples. ELIMBO is a yahoo support forum that connects parents who have lost a multiple and, of course, the wonderful community at Fertile Thoughts who have supported me from our journey to get pregnant, our loss of Hadley and now parenting my two survivors. I really couldn't have made it through without the wonderful people I have met along the way.

Thanks too to our family, I know the loss of Hadley is hard for all of you as well but you have always come through with nothing but support and love for us. We appreciate all of you and only wish she could be here to share the love you have given us.

This is just a horrible day that no parent should ever have to get through. Mark and I will lean on each other today and get through it.

Hadley, we love and miss you each and every day.

Happy Birthday Babies!

I can't believe it has been a year since I gave birth to three beautiful babies. It seems like just yesterday I was staring at the four walls of my hospital bed, day after day, waiting for them to get here and hoping and praying they would all be okay. This year has been amazing, full of ups and downs as we cherish every minute with our survivors and grieve the loss of our angel Hadley. Here are a pictures of the babies one year ago today...

Baby A- McKenna 2lbs. 10 oz. at birth





Baby B- Parker 1lb. 14oz. at birth





Baby C- Hadley 2lbs. 5 oz. at birth, always our angel





Happy Birthday babies, we love you SO much!!!

Party!!

Yesterday we celebrated the babies' first birthday. Because we are about to begin RSV season (I will post all about that soon) we had an early party and just invited a few friends and family over. The kids were a little overwhelmed by all the activity so not their usual selves but looked REALLY cute in their birthday outfits. They received great gifts from everyone and are having a blast playing with everything today.

Parker playing with his friend Dylan and cousin Gracie.

Having fun with their new toy from Nana and Papa

Opening presents with Mommy and Daddy

Trying to get big sister to sit with us for a family picture

Someone hated her party hat...

and their cupcakes frosted with applesauce weren't a big hit either!

Basketball

Ashlyn is almost a month into her basketball season and I am WAY behind on posting pictures of her game. They didn't come out very well so I'm hoping to get some better ones at the next game. She is doing a great job, all of the people, the noise of the gym and playing a new sport can be very overwhelming but she is hanging in there and doing so well. As always, I'm so proud of her and in awe of how far she has come.

No sitting still around here

Well our house is very busy these days. The babies have crawling down to a science. They will crawl on carpet, wood, tile, anything and fast. And now that crawling is getting to be old news they are pulling themselves up to stand on everything. It is amazing to watch how fast they are changing now. I am so lucky to be able to stay home with them each day.
Ashlyn has started her basketball season too so we are running around to practices and games each day. As soon as I have the pictures from her first game I will post them, I'm so proud of her I could have cried through the whole game!


Coordinating outfits... Mom loves to do this to us!


In case you are wondering what Parker is chewing on that would be the childproofing device we put on the cupboard doors that you see next to him. Apparently I hadn't tightened it enough so he came by and decided it would be put to better use as a teether.


The only way to keep them out of trouble!

Playtime at the Watson's

I finally got a video to load on our blog so now you can see the kids in action. All they want to do these days is pull themselves up on everything. I'm sure I'm biased but they are just so cute!

And they're off!

Well now everyone is crawling, Parker just started and he is very fast. McKenna takes her time and will crawl a little here and there but not Parker, he is off and running, or crawling, constantly. He has also learned to open all of the cupboards and the oven from his walker. We are doing some major baby-proofing this weekend! AND, last but not least... Ashlyn made the basketball team! She is now on the Oakview Middle School 7th grade team and we are so proud of her. I'm not allowed to post more pictures of her though because I was told, "Mommmm, I am a teenager."

Watch out! (notice all of the toys he has left in his dust)

Standing in Parker's crib, their other new talent.

First day of school

I am a little late in posting our first day of school pics but I don't have much down time around here for some reason :) Ashlyn was so excited to start 7th grade and is adjusting really well. She has come so far, years ago I never dreamed she would be able to attend a typical middle school and enjoy all of the usual ups and downs of life as a teenager. She is one tough, confident, smart girl. I am so proud of her. Keep your fingers crossed for us, she is trying out for basketball this week!

Of course, now that Ashlyn is back to school the babies and I are on our own again. I definitely miss the extra set of hands but they are keeping me entertained as always.

Playing in their new favorite spot

All clean... and happy!

Fun in the sun

We spent Labor Day enjoying the lake. Parker LOVED the water and McKenna spent her time playing in the shade with Mommy.

Testing out the water with Daddy

The two handsome guys

Parker swimming in the lake, he loved the waves. The wilder the better!

McKenna in her bathing suit just for show... she wanted nothing to do with the water!

The weekend

We are having lots of fun enjoying a long weekend with Daddy home. Big sister Ashlyn is hiking up north so we are just hanging out at home. Parker has acquired a new goofy habit, he has this little smile that he keeps on his face all the time. It looks very fake and we can't help but wonder if he is just humoring us in our attempts make him laugh. McKenna is still working on her crawling skills. She does great on the carpet but freezes when she hits the wood floor. She is trying a new move that looks like a push up but hasn't figured out that it doesn't get her anywhere yet.

Thinking about crawling on the wood floor


Showing off his new silly smile

We have a crawler

McKenna started crawling this weekend! She's been trying for ages and she finally has it. So far she is only crawling towards trouble though... plugs, cable cords, anything dangerous and she is on her way. Parker is trying so hard so he shouldn't be far behind.

Ashlyn and the kids in their new favorite toys... walkers!

The last 10 months...

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